有资格回忆青春了？
十二月 20, 2007 – 12:10 pm |开车，广播里听到一首歌。歌词中有几句：What’s it like in New York City? I’m a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do……
当时就想哭。回到家赶紧找这首歌，歌叫Hey there Delilah。我一边听一边看歌词，眼泪就下来了。我今年28，算长大也算没长大。我知道男人也许不该脆弱不该太敏感，可是，这歌让我想起几年前我给女友写的情书，那时我一个人在贝鲁特，她一个人在北京……
好像很久没写过那么单纯浪漫的东西，人就这么悄悄地长大。于是，我也有资格回忆青春，有资格在某个夜晚，偶然梦见个把中学喜欢过的女孩，醒来后喜滋滋地美一整天，天啊，那味道又纯又鲜。
梦一样的青春啊，过去了。我还会单纯地喜欢一个人么，还会一边小心假设什么是爱情，一边大胆求证这就是爱情么？没闲工夫了。
2003年秋的那天早上，逛校园，就来到了地中海边上。于是，本来所怀有的无比复杂的情绪啪的一下碎掉了，粘都粘不起来。我屁颠屁颠地跑回宿舍拿了游泳裤叉、泳帽和泳镜，去你大爷的，老子要下海！
生活就是这么仓促，以前的喜怒哀愁总还牵着心，新的，该来的都来了，不该来的也来了，于是仓惶面对，重新去适应一种新的生活，却又忍不住想把碎掉的过去粘起来，这可是要付出代价的，就象那次下海，我的代价是泳帽和泳镜。：）
要是有个小箱子，把宝贵的梦都锁起来，留着，就不用等想看的时候急着粘。于是，我明白了。MM把我们过去的通信几乎都留起来，即使那时候她也不知道我们有没有未来。信就在电脑的某个文件夹里，我始终缺乏勇气打开他们，好像一打开他们就全飞跑了。谁知道呢？万一他们和我记忆中的情书不一样，万一以我现在的阅历审视过去，会觉得那时候挺幼稚挺任性甚至挺自私挺傻怎么办？面对倒没什么问题，但总觉得，别扭。
所以，还是算了吧，我愿意相信，也敢肯定，那里面一定有类似下面的句子：
Hey there Delilah What’s it like in New York City? I’m a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can’t shine as bright as you I swear it’s true Hey there Delilah Don’t you worry about the distance I’m right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it’s my disguise I’m by your side Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I’ll pay the bills with this guitar We’ll have it good We’ll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I’ve got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I’d write it all Even more in love with me you’d fall We’d have it all Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me A thousand miles seems pretty far But they’ve got planes and trains and cars I’d walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we’ll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you’re to blame Hey there Delilah You be good and don’t you miss me Two more years and you’ll be done with school And I’ll be making history like I do You’ll know it’s all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here’s to you This ones for you Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me Oh it’s what you do to me What you do to me.
